He Still Loves Kissing My Ass

My former slave and I had some sort of a fight. I got upset that he had lied to me about something important. I was really upset with him but then the next day I sent him a message about how I felt and teased him he should pay for my emotional distress. He asked me how much and I gave him an amount and he agreed. Whoa!

Well he did say I should go to Thailand since I mentioned I would like to visit the place again. He knows how I enjoyed the trip and that he made me happy so I guess in his own way he wanted to make me happy again. The money he gave me was for my fare to Thailand however I decided not to go to Thailand anymore.

I decided to go to Hong Kong. Too many memories in Thailand. He did pay for my first trip to Thailand.

I know he still cares for me he just doesn't want to admit it.

Thank you ass kisser! You really know how to kiss ass literally and figuratively.

Instant Cuckoldress!

Instant Cuckoldress!	Jul 1, 2008 2:31 pm 616 Views
I just turned one of my slave's wife into a Cuckoldress without her knowing it! My slave told her if she would like to have sex with other men as long as she tells him. She loved the idea and even said to hi, "You will spend many nights at home darling while I am out."I can just imagine her laughing at him. PS. She doesn't know about her husband's lifestyle and definitely doesn't know me.

Trust

A slave was offended that I told him I still have issues with trust. I have been let down by almost all the slaves I have talked to. I have given my mobile number, my full name, and showed myself on cam to some of them but they all let me down. Can anyone blame me for being paranoid a lot?

I can't trust a slave until he comes here and shows himself to me in person. Talk is cheap.

I will give some level of trust, just enough for a slave to know that I am serious but if I don't see any direction in the "relationship," I will withdraw that trust.

Out of the hundreds and hundreds of slaves I have chatted with, only 3 have followed through. Out of the 3, I've only seen 2 and these 2 have served me real time. My very first slave and the sissy slut Italian slave have served me. The Australian pig wanted to but he was too busy but then there was a high level of trust between us.

I'm a bit sad and frustrated right now.

What Makes You One?

What makes a Domme a real Domme? What makes a slave a real slave?

A Domme isn't a Domme till she has owned or collared a slave or at least ordered a slave to do something for her. A slave isn't a slave till he has served a Domme. Being in the lifestyle for a hundred of years doesn't make you a Domme or a slave till you've experienced dominating or serving. 

I am more dominant now than I was 7 years ago. I've been in this lifestyle since 2005 (officially) but I feel I don't have a lot of experience. I want to do a lot of things but the lack of slaves here doesn't help at all. I want to know if I can be a sadist or an extreme humiliatrix. But how will I know unless I try and beat someone black and blue? I am into humiliation but I'm not sure if I can tell my slave to run around town naked. I don't mind ordering a slave to do that but I don't want him to get into trouble with the law. I'd probably get into trouble with the law too.

Yes, I feel that being in the lifestyle for 7 long years I still want a lot of experience and I want to try things I've never tried before just for me to know if I would enjoy them.

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