False Alarm

I know I said before that I may have found someone but it's actually a false alarm, a dud. I ended communicating with what I thought was a potential sub because of too many excuses/reasons/justifications.

I'm a very strict and demanding Domme. Because of this attitude, a lot of guys have backed out, called me mean, too strict, etc. My ex slave said my standards may be too high.

Lately I had to relax my standards a bit. I am not as mean or as strict. I was thinking some subs are not cut out for emotional sadism. I have given concessions and made some compromises. I have been understanding accommodating. But what happened? Someone said I was nice. Some said I was not dominant enough. Someone walked all over me and did what he wanted to do. Someone thought I was just another booty call or fantasy fulfillment and forgot that I am a Domme and he's supposed to serve ME and make ME happy (that's what they all say at the start).

Earlier I was just upset but I have to say I am sad now. Sad not because of losing what I thought was a potential sub. I'm sad because I'm wondering, was I taken for a ride? I guess I'll never know.

Image courtesy of Stickgirl

The picture describes how I feel right now. I know tomorrow I'll feel better again. This is just temporary.