Small Penis Humiliation Video

I'm feeling really low right now. I'm looking stuff that would cheer me up.

I found this small penis humiliation video on Youtube. I think it's slightly amusing.

Take a look:

Feeling Crappy

I have been feeling crappy these past 2 days because of the bad weather and my hormones. I'm PMS-ing as I will be having my period in a few days. TMI? Hahahahaha.

Anyway, I decided to contact my ex slave/bf who tried his best to comfort me. I couldn't really understand him because our connection was bad. We were using VoIP.

A few minutes later, my ex Italian slut sent me a message. We had a bit of a falling out early this year so we stopped communicating. I have been thinking about him. We had fun when he was here. I like what he said that when he talks to me he always felt some form of fear and awe at the same time. He said that loved it when I was "cold and sarcastic."

I noticed that I have been nice and friendly lately. I seem to have lost my "cold" nature. I can be cold and sarcastic and I do have a temper but I have "mellowed" because I want to see if I would have a better chance of getting a slave this way. Apparently this style is even worse...

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Dirty Hairy Pussy

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Cock Pinching Using the Feet

I saw this earlier.

I was just wondering, if a slave has a foot fetish or gets turned on by feet, would this be something that he would find exciting?

Foot Worship with Cock Pinching

I'm looking for a video of foot worship with cock pinching.

Can someone help me?

Asian BBW Facesitting

Girl on Girl BBW facesitting? Interesting. The top looks Asian but I can't figure out her language.



Super Asian BBW Facesitting by deebeeking

Glory Hole

I didn't know there was such a thing as a glory hole when I told a sub friend of mine that he should create a wall that has a hole for cocks and suck the cocks that go through the hole. This friend is bi-sexual and he enjoys the humiliation that comes with sucking cock. He told me my idea isn't original, it's called a glory hole.

I saw a forum that had various p0rn videos. I was looking for ruined orgasm videos when I came across screenshots of a video:

I like the idea of using a glory hole to play with a sub. I am thinking of putting the sub in a coffin like cage so he won't be able to move, his hands would always be at the side, feet stretched out. There would be provisions for air to pass through but basically he would be trapped inside. Only the cock is exposed.

This would be a good way to make a sub feel helpless. This would also be a great opportunity to ruin his orgasm.

Hmmmm....

I forgot to mention, it was Luke who referred the forum to me. Thanks, you know who you are.

False Alarm

I know I said before that I may have found someone but it's actually a false alarm, a dud. I ended communicating with what I thought was a potential sub because of too many excuses/reasons/justifications.

I'm a very strict and demanding Domme. Because of this attitude, a lot of guys have backed out, called me mean, too strict, etc. My ex slave said my standards may be too high.

Lately I had to relax my standards a bit. I am not as mean or as strict. I was thinking some subs are not cut out for emotional sadism. I have given concessions and made some compromises. I have been understanding accommodating. But what happened? Someone said I was nice. Some said I was not dominant enough. Someone walked all over me and did what he wanted to do. Someone thought I was just another booty call or fantasy fulfillment and forgot that I am a Domme and he's supposed to serve ME and make ME happy (that's what they all say at the start).

Earlier I was just upset but I have to say I am sad now. Sad not because of losing what I thought was a potential sub. I'm sad because I'm wondering, was I taken for a ride? I guess I'll never know.

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The picture describes how I feel right now. I know tomorrow I'll feel better again. This is just temporary.

Reminds Me of Namio Harukawa

I saw this picture on Facebook and it reminded me of Namiro Harukawa: Big Mistress with a thin slave. Hahahahaha!

I can't seem to find where this picture is originally from.

Sardax Femdom Art

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Cunnilingus Art

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Not Good

I am feeling melancholic right now. It started this morning, I woke up with a mild headache and I remembered my dream. My dream wasn't sad but it was definitely saying something about me and what's happening to me now.

There were stuff that I wanted to share but I decided to share them later, once I feel a bit better.

Ughh... I hate feeling this way.

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I Miss...

I miss having someone special in my life.

I am a Domme but at the end of the day, I am a Woman. I want to be loved and cared for. I want to be romanced or have romance in my life. Basically, I want someone who genuinely cares for me. I had this a long time ago, I had a sub who loved me but we both screwed things up.

I don't expect to have a slave/sub to be come my boyfriend. It's possible but I'm not sure it will likely happen. Sometimes I feel like subs do not care about how a Domme feels as a Woman. In my experience, most subs expect a Domme to be dominant 100% of the time. If a Domme mentions something vanilla or not related to D/s, they skirt the issue or act as if it's non-existent.

How many times I've mentioned to a sub, something like, I enjoy watching comedies, I get, "Ah I see." Nothing else follows or they pull me back to talk about something kinky or D/s. I have mentioned to a sub that I had to stop messaging him because my house is already flooded. The response was, "Ok Miss. I'll talk to you again tomorrow." No care there.

Eversince I started domming, I'd get flowers from my ex (I never ordered him but he would send me flowers every now and then). When we parted ways, there was always a sub who would send me flowers on my birthday, upon my orders of course. A few days before my birthday, I was venting to an alleged Dom about not getting any flowers on my birthday. His reaction was, "Why would you want flowers? You're a Domme." WHAT????? I stopped chatting with him after that. I did get my flowers but I had to order someone. How pathetic is that? Hahahaha.

My ex sub/bf raised the bar so high that no one can compare to him. He did care about me and did things to make me happy. When we were starting, he was required to send me a text message everyday. Even if it was expensive, he did it because it was his obligation. After we met, I forgot all about his text duty but would still send me a message and sometimes he would call just to hear my voice. I never required him to call me because I was aware it was expensive but he did it because he wanted to and he knew it would make me happy.

We didn't work out. We both had issues, he and I. And it didn't help that I was new to the lifestyle. He was new too but he knew more than I did. But that's all in the past now.

I would sometimes interview subs, ask them about their past Dommes. Some would tell me their Dommes got married to a vanilla guy or to another sub. I'd tell them why didn't they just marry their Dommes in the first place. I think they didn't realize that a Domme wants to be desired and needed as a Woman too. Or maybe they are waiting for the Dommes to order them to marry them. Come on!

These vanilla men have loved and accepted these Women for what they are. It is hard to be dominant all the time. We also want to be taken care of and feel vulnerable once in a while. I guess my situation is even harder for me because I'm a Filipina. Filipinas are known for being sweet and affectionate and caring. I feel I can't be those to a sub as he would perceive it as weakness or submission. Yes, Filipinas are also known for being submissive to their men. Been there, done that and will never go back to being submissive but I still miss being affectionate.

Sorry readers, I'm just venting. It's not easy being a Domme. I am human too.

Captions by Charles

I wasn't aware that pictures with captions are considered a fetish. I have seen a few forum posts about this.I guess the stimulation would come from both the picture and the words.

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Tootsie Roll

I've never seen any of the episodes of the HBO TV series "Real Sex." I just discovered it through a video on YouTube.

Real Sex is like a documentary that explores sexuality and sexual styles of the 90's. Has anyone seen the series? It is kinda interesting.

This is just a clip from Real Sex Episode 24. The segment title is Tootsie Roll, it's about foot fetishists and foot fetish.






I've never met anyone who has a foot fetish.

An Ode to Lady Heather

First time I saw Lady Heather on CSI, I was amazed. She is what I would call the Sublime Domme/Mistress. She's so beautiful and smart. She can read people. Melinda Clark has done justice to her role as Lady Heather Kessler.

I wonder if there are real life Dommes like here who can actually read people.

Here are some clips from CSI.






I can't find clips of Langston and Lady Heather together.

Oh well..

I think it's never gonna happen. Were they all lies? I guess I'll never know...