Namio Harukawa

I like Namio Harukawa. I may have downloaded some of his works, I think the artwork I have in my old computer are his.

Most of this artwork are on facesitting or pussy worship. Most of the women are big and Asian. There are other races and sizes but most are big Asian women. Love it!

The one below reminds me of my former slave worshiping my ass.

Leap Year - February 29, 2012

It's leap year, it would have been nice to force someone to marry me... At gun point? That's what we call pikot or shotgun marriage.

I think it would be nice to force a slave to marry a Domme. It's a great power trip, I believe. It makes a slave make that commitment and sign a contract to turn his freedom over to his Owner. Her ownership becomes "legal" in a way.

Photo courtesy of http://news.bbc.co.uk

 Instead of wearing a ring, he would be wearing a collar. And the official (I don't know how that person is called) will not say, "you may kiss the Bride," as she/he will say, "you may kiss the Bride's feet." Not bad...

Too bad I don't have a slave now.

Why I Prefer Caucasian Slaves/Subs

I prefer mostly caucasian slaves/subs because they know what BDSM is and what serving a Domme means. Well at least they have an idea. Filipino men know BDSM only through porn. Porn, yes... That's where most Filipino men get their sex education.

I posted an ad somewhere, I said there I was looking for a real slave for all kinds of service. Most respondents were Filipino and didn't know what a slave is.

One Filipino "slave" said he only knows BDSM through documentaries he has watched. Documentaries? Give me a break! He can't even give me the name of the documentary he saw. I told him what slaves do, he kept saying yes to everything I was saying but eventually he backed out.

Another one asked if we could meet up. I asked for what and he said for sex. I stopped responding to his e-mails.

Next guy sent me a pic of him naked. I never reacted, just ignored his e-mail.

There's this Filipino "slave" who said he is will do anything. I asked what his limits are, he said as long as he doesn't get killed, he will do anything I want. So I introduced the idea of forced-bi, he wouldn't do it. He said he's not gay. I asked him what his idea of what a slave does or what he wants to do and he told me his fantasy. He wants to be tied up by one or two girls, they give him a blow job and force him to have sex with them. He said he has seen this on porn movies. I told him Dommes don't usually give blow jobs to slave and that Dommes don't have sex with slaves (I wanted to screw his mind a bit).

I told him I have a different concept of raping a man so I showed him a pic of an ass getting sodomized by me, he said they were gay men. I told him I will accept him only if he allows me to fuck his ass. He wouldn't do it. He said he can't take the humiliation.

I have to give him credit though. He admitted that all he wants is pleasure, not pain or pain from humiliation. Most "slaves" would claim all they want is to give a Domme pleasure but in reality, they are only looking out for themselves. 

I tried to end the conversation but he said that if I have a gig (that's his term), he would like to watch. I said no.

End of conversation.

Exclusive?

A slave got upset that I let him go. Well, he disappeared for days on me AGAIN. I already warned him before that if he does it AGAIN he would be ignored. He said he left me messages. Duhh, I would have received at least 1 message if that were true. Another wanker...

Anyway, he left a message before he went offline, he said I'm always talking to other slaves. Was he expecting exclusivity? First of all, I believe that a Domme has the option to have more than 1 slave if she wishes. Second, we haven't agreed on anything, we didn't even talk about exclusivity.

If he wants to be exclusive, he should show he can give the attention I need. Apparently he couldn't. He has been petulant and would argue with me. That's a bad sign.

Striving to Please Her - Richard Evans Lee

I've always enjoyed reading Richard's blogs. I like his stories and his ideals when it comes to D/s.

One particular story that he has posted on his blog that I really love is Striving to Please Her. I sometimes wonder if there's a slave out there who would be able to endure the pain of doing mundane tasks for me, just to please me. I wonder if there's some slave out there who would pass my tests...

Creepy!

There's this Dom on CollarMe who keeps bugging me. I told him I'm not a slave and I don't switch but he still wants to talk (take note of the word talk) to me. He doesn't want to use CM's messaging system, he wants Yahoo or CM's chat. He said things like I am probably a kind hearted person, etc.

He finally got the message after I allowed him to chat with me on CM. I told him he's creepy. He said that if I felt that way he would stop contacting me. I asked him, "Promise?" and he said yes. They he said his manner of approach isn't creepy but I told him he's in denial. Then he said he will leave me alone so I said goodbye and quit the chatroom.

I'm not really rude but he really is creepy. If he had said he was interested in making friends with a Domme then I would have understood and accepted that reason. He just kept saying I was interesting and that something surprising might come out of our talk.

Ugh

I am Oscar the Grouch

I grew up watching Sesame Street a lot. I learned words like "cooperation" and "nincompoop".

I kinda like Oscar even if he was grouchy. He didn't mince words and was straight to the point. I think I have become like that. Oh well...

A lot of those so called subs have requested to chat with me. I am very wary of giving my Yahoo ID because most of these subs just want to wank while chatting. They really have no intention of coming here to serve me. Their modus operandi is to tell a Domme they are coming over in 2 months then entice her to do things online to him or ask her suggestive questions or scenarios so she would dominate him online.

If there are fake dommes, there are definitely fake subs as well. Oh and there are online wankers and time wasters.

Pantyhose

Pantyhose

Jun 8, 2008 12:42 pm 563 Views

I had a slave wear pantyhose while on the plane. I think the trip was more than 16 hours long. I made him wear the hose while he was still at his hotel and I told him to remove it only when he gets off his plane but not while still on the plane. I was worried the person who was picking him up would see him wearing a pantyhose. He asked me if I get pleasure from getting him into trouble, I said no. I told him I derive pleasure from getting him all riled up and nervous. Of course, I do not want to get him into any trouble, I would not even dare put him in that position. Only he can get himself into trouble. He can always cover his tracks if he wants to. I just love hearing his nervous voice. He may get nervous but I know he finds it stimulating. Hahaha!

I Want To Leave!

I want to travel actually. My former slave brought me to Bangkok. He made me very happy by doing this however, we both would have been happier if we had done some research and not just go to Patpong every night to haggle with the people selling t-shirts and shawls at the night market. He gave me pocket money but I ended up spending the money on both of us as I wanted both of us to watch those sex shows in Patpong.

He really didn't want to go but I insisted. I think he was pleasantly surprised at what he saw.

I have been planning to travel for quite sometime now. I am thinking of Bangkok or Hongkong. I like Bangkok, the people are nice but it's hot there, kinda like the Philippines. Hongkong is cooler and I believe safer to visit but not as exciting as Bangkok.


I'd like to see Indonesia and Vietnam but I don't know anyone. I wish I could just go backpacking all by myself I'd feel lonely. Maybe I should tease ex slave to accompany me this year.

I wonder where I'll go this time...

Oh Well...

I should be grateful that I've had a few good slaves, real slaves who served me. I don't think I'd be able to find slaves like them to ever serve me again.


Oh well... That's life...

To Those Who Have Been Passing Judgement on Me

What Other People Think of me or SAY About me is NONE Of my Business!

No toilet slaves please

No toilet slaves please

Dec 21, 2007 7:18 am 574 Views

I do not need nor want a toilet slave. I do not like any offensive smells. I'm quite sensitive to odors like the smell of feces, bad breath, body odors, cigarette smoke and espresso breath, smegma. I do not prefer slaves who want to be trained as toilets or want to be trained as toilet slaves, they remind me of public toilets. I am a lady and I keep myself clean and smelling fresh. Besides, there are a million bacteria that thrive in feces and a dozen of which are deadly. I understand and respect slaves who want to be used as toilets and Dom/Dommes who like toilet slaves. I just do not want a toilet slave for myself. I will not allow a toilet mouth to kiss my feet knowing that the mouth used to be a crap container.

Is It Really About the Domme? Really??

It never fails.


You meet a "slave" on line. He chats with you and tells you he will do anything You want, he has no rights, he is your property. After chatting for a few days and you show him your strict side or reprimand him for something he's done that you don't like, he will disappear without a trace.


This is the reason why I don't believe that D/s is all about what the Domme wants. It's never about the Domme. I've seen how slaves turn petulant, aggressive, passive-aggressive and even downright rude when they don't get what they want.

So how is this about what the Domme wants?